So this is where it ends? Nasty words and broken promises, leaving behind a trail of hurt and a legacy of could-have-been’s. Tearing the ties that bind, breaking away from a beautiful thing. People and friendships, taken for granted. Destroyed in one fell swoop. Going down separate paths, never coming back. To repair the damage done, to revive a broken friendship, ignoring the pleas of those left behind, not looking back. I guess this is goodbye, maybe even forever. But perhaps someday, you’ll understand, just what you chose and realize your mistake. But then again, maybe you won’t and there’s nothing any of us can do about it.

You read me like an open book, didn't even look at the blurb on my back. I guess I'm just too easy to read, you seem to know that as fact. I should have tried to hide the fact that I missed you, you seemed to know everytime. But I still tried, I lied, to convince you, otherwise. I'm not perfect at saying I'll be alright. It always seem to come out a little shaky and you always seem to know the truth when it comes to the subject of me, I would never mention we would be together. You would only run away, said that what we had was enough but I still believed there would come that day. Though you're already gone, I still live between dreams and reality. Where I see your glowing face looking lovingly back at me. And I should have tried to hide the fact that I loved you. But you seemed to know everytime, but I still tried, I lied, to convince you, otherwise.

Maybe if I'd been better, you'd still be here.

Lesby said good things don't last and friends do change.
Now you look like an ahlian wannabe, slut, trying to attract attention or what? We looked so fake together, have you thought of what I said?

I feel very dead now. I.hope.there.is.someone.i.could.talk.to.and.rely.on.everytime.i.need.them:(