
They put you as their first priority and thought for you first:)
Geo today, poa tomorrow, lili and co. have social studies while I also have maths tuition 12pm-2pm tomorrow and I will go and meet blogshop owner with lili after that!! When there are alot of lethargic things queuing up, life sucks so much:( Especially for a passive person like me, haha!! Miao I shall stop procrastinating.
It's too cold to speak into payphones without trembling. It's one of those nights when the whole world seems to be the colour of smoke. I am screaming even though I know nobody will hear me. I press my face against the window glass and it's cold enough to feel exposed, but not cold enough to want to stop. I wanted to scream but my own swollen fingers were covering my mouth. I wanted to be in a place where it was raining all the time. It's been so cold for so long that I now almost enjoy it, because I like knowing that I could leave, but that I never actually do. He's the ghost I never should have even seen in the first place. But I saw him once and now his sad face is pasted onto everything. I see him when I push my head under the waves, even on the streets, I see his face, even when it rains, I see his face. I can't stop shaking because I'm so cold and it's impossible to forget the memories of us writing down our pasts because we were too afraid to speak. That was the same year I started bruising more easily and autumn seemed twice as long. I still can't stop shaking and now it's even worse. I'm shaking and I'm staring at the end of the road and I'm crying because what if there's nothing on the other side and I'll vanish if I try to cross it?
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Park Jay Bomㅠ
It's too cold to speak into payphones without trembling. It's one of those nights when the whole world seems to be the colour of smoke. I am screaming even though I know nobody will hear me. I press my face against the window glass and it's cold enough to feel exposed, but not cold enough to want to stop. I wanted to scream but my own swollen fingers were covering my mouth. I wanted to be in a place where it was raining all the time. It's been so cold for so long that I now almost enjoy it, because I like knowing that I could leave, but that I never actually do. He's the ghost I never should have even seen in the first place. But I saw him once and now his sad face is pasted onto everything. I see him when I push my head under the waves, even on the streets, I see his face, even when it rains, I see his face. I can't stop shaking because I'm so cold and it's impossible to forget the memories of us writing down our pasts because we were too afraid to speak. That was the same year I started bruising more easily and autumn seemed twice as long. I still can't stop shaking and now it's even worse. I'm shaking and I'm staring at the end of the road and I'm crying because what if there's nothing on the other side and I'll vanish if I try to cross it?
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Park Jay Bomㅠ
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