2013

The fact that 2012 ended does not really make me feel like I am able to start afresh because I am still stuck in Ngee Ann, still in Year 1. I'm so exhausted even though today is just the first day of my last term as a freshie, taking a break from revision now and I kind of thought of how much I suffered (lol).

I am not trying to say that I am the most capable and hardworking girl who produces top-notch quality work but I am someone who will willingly take up responsibilities to get work done quickly and effectively. Last semester was a breeze because Char was with me and she's as driven as me. We get work started early and rushed all the projects so that we've got ample time to improve it. But this term its totally different. Not trying to blame the people around me but there's obviously a difference. I volunteer to do most of the things, I use my own time to do work which is not within my boundary and I even edit work that I am not in-charge of. In the end, I get fatigue and not even one THANK-YOU. No showing of gratitude at all. Then I am thinking: Why am I working so hard? I can just finish my own part, sit down, wait for deadlines and send the peer evaluation form. What for make yourself suffer and waste your time when all these time is sufficient for you to finish your own notes and tutorials? Luckily, there's still people who takes the baton and start the work first. And I remembered life is never fair. I need to be kind enough. I want to help myself as well as my friends. So in 2013, I want to become a better person, throw less tantrums, no more nasty attitudes, and learn to give.

No new year resolutions because they often go unfulfilled hahahaha. I just hope that my GPA continue rising and there will be endless opportunities for me to improve myself. And I hope all my loved ones will stay healthy and happy x

Thank you YF for giving me happiness since July 2012.