29THREPLAY

Finally some time for this empty space..... School has been occupying most of my time, leaving me almost breathless. I'm suffocated with a lot of projects and choked by incoming tutorials. And the most frightening part is coming, the end of semester examinations.... sigh, I can barely breath, where can I find the time to revise.

Just to remind myself, projects on hand: Bcomm Oral Presentation, Blaw Presentation, MIEC submission, CQ Presentation and ITB IS Presentation....

Til now, we are only done with CSE......... sigh. I am super lost and confused with miec, I just can't bring myself to understand what the lecturer is talking about in just two hours. And next week is revision lessons already....... I'm so dead. This coming weekends I have to do tutorials and rush out my projects. I don't even have time for myself........................ Life of a poly kid is really bad............... There's so many times I wanted to go to the toilet and cry because I couldn't take it anymore. Urgh. Ok now I am going to whine about on grades, my grades has been deteriorating like mad.... its getting from bad to bad to bad to worse to worse to worse to hideous to hideous and it just makes me rage when I see my grades. I already spent so much time on my modules, I sacrifice my sleep, I sacrifice my calories (i snack while i study), I sacrifice time with my friends, I sacrifice time spent with my family, I don't even exercise anymore because I thought that the time I use to exercise can be better utilized on studies. And I can't wait to change my class wtf I can't stand my class anymore... ok, I mean some of my classmates. A classroom isn't like a classroom AT ALL. Its really like a freaking Singapore Zoo. The noise level is beyond your imagination, its the level of noisiness you won't get to experience in secondary school classrooms. Fancy people playing music behind you while you are carrying on your task during LESSONS? Fancy hearing people yakking in class everyday? Fancy people asking stupid questions repeatedly and makes you irritated? Fancy people scolding vulgarities in class everyday in front of the tutor? I experience these in school EVERY.SINGLE.FUCKING.DAY. This explains why I hate school. But school's been better with the presence of SOME better people, whom I luckily me. And there's this person who is ALWAYS there for me, for me to rage at but still loves me unconditionally. Thank y'all :))))