Tonight I'm going to spend my time talking about my mom, ok I will just name her bitch. I decided to blog about her because she just pissed me off, JUST NOW. What the fuck ok, I came home and the door so locked(usually its not) then she knew i was knocking the door, she turned her head, and purposely treat it as if i was non-existant(fucking bitch nbcb) until my maid came and unlocked the door, i went it and I go "BITCH" right into her face.

WHATEVER

You may think I may get striked by lightning or karma will befall on me for treating that bitch this way. HAHAHAHAHA too bad nothing happened this 6years. I'm someone who don't feel motherly love. I don't go shopping with my mother either. To me, she's like someone "renting" a room in our house. We don't talk, only she talk to me, but I don't answer her. There will either be two reasons why I will talk to her - I'm either cursing her or scolding her. To those who don't ever dare to ask me why is our relationship so horrible and start judging me - Do you even know me?

Since I was young around 11/12, she started drinking those japanese kind of wine which she learnt from her friends. She will come home drunk and quarrel with my father. She's crazy for idk what reasons, I was too ignorant at that age. I don't know how to defend my father or hate that bitch. Until when we shifted to Westwood, I started being rebellious towards that bitch. Because of her insane acts my dad also began coming home late (becos he don't want to see her fucked up face) and he had a woman outside, which I doubt they are still together now. However, I'm perfectly alright with my father, I love him so much, without him, I'm nthg today. I don't blame him for what he did, he did something wrong all because of that bitch. But he still contribute for our family, unlike that bitch bitch bitch _l_ She always hide in her room and drinks -.- When I was around sec 1/2, the only computer in our house was inside her room so I will always camp in her room and use the computer. Sometimes she will hit me or my bro for no reasons and I would slap her back. She don't deserve my respect anyway? Whenever she touch me, I will like "sweep" her fingerprints on my body away. She's damn filty. Then since secondary 3, our communications came to an halt. She stopped working since we shifted to our new house, she get pocket money(PATHETIC MUCH) from my father like 20dollars a day. She's too poor that she could only afford drinking rice wine everyday. She got no savings and oh ya, she took ALL my brother's savings (above 3K+) away when my bro was only sec1/2 and the money was like "gone like the wind".

When I was in secondary 2, I will hear doors slamming in the middle of the night, that stupid bitch start her war after drinking and quarrel with my father for no apparent reasons. Crazy much? Sometimes she will say to my dad like "Your woman outside blablablablablabla" and then I will get so furious and scold her. ZZZZ!!! When I got sore eyes, she also got it. Idk how she got it cos no one would want to have any contact with her at home. So we went to see the doctor with my dad, wtf she go and tell the nurse I got top in school for N level. I was like wtf? Cb she go tell the nurse for what? I get top also not she get top. I get top to make my dad proud not her. ZZZ -____- When she want to scold me, she only know how to scold CB and go to her room and slam her door. Hahahah loser much?

Ohya before she slam her door JUST NOW, she said smthg like "if you don't like me don't live here la" OMG THAT WAS THE GREATEST JOKE I EVER HEARD. If she stayed in the living room for one more minute, I would have spit at her and say " NO ONE WANTS YOU TO STAY HERE. IF WE SHIFT HOUSE NEXT YEAR, WE WILL NOT BRING YOU ALONG " Such a whore, she don't deserve the biggest room in our house with the only balcony lor. She think she what? Sore to my eye.

There's alot of things that happened throughout this years which me my bro are in bad terms with that bitch but I can't rlly remember every details. When I grow up and I can support myself and my family, I'm going to bring my dad and bro away from her -__- When I get married I will not even invite her (YEP I SWEAR). She don't rlly affect me in my life, I get kinda shocked when my teachers are worried that she will affect my studies, hahahahhahahahahaha she's just a pea.

I'M FLARED UP.

AND

I DON'T HAVE A MOM OK DON'T KEEP "MY MOM" "MY MOM".