All of you have no idea how troubled I'm with my weight issues, I'm not skinny idk why you guys say I'm skinny. My limbs are damn flabby and I can't wait to reach a legal age to do liposuction. I'm very troubled whenever I wear shorts but do you expect me to wear jeans in such a hot weather? I always say I want to starve myself but I CAN'T. I end up eating and eating and eating. I want to exercise but I always procrastinate. I feel fat everyday, I feel like I can never be skinny. I want long and skinny legs with no trace of fats. Yingjie, just starve.

And the sore eyes issue is getting worse and worse. I don't know how to deal with it, its all my fault. Because of my stubbornness, my classmates have to suffer with me. They've to go through what I've gone through, struggle to go to school but get chased home. Today one of the teachers directly pushed the blame to me and at that instance I felt like crying, yah i know its my fault and i already tried to make up for it, so what now you tell me what to do?

I'd wish to strongly emphasize on how much I don't like you, or if there's stronger verbs to describe this feeling. So don't expect me to be friendly to you because you don't deserve it, I despise you no matter how nice you're to her, okay?