You

I miss how you lie on my laps.
I miss how you always steal my food.
I miss how you always want me to rest on your shoulders.
I miss the awkward silence between us.
I miss how you always tell me that my bones are disgusting.
I miss how people tell me you don't like me saying that I'm fat.
I miss how you tell me that I should be happy.
I miss how you tell me that I should be filial to my grandmom everything I fight with her.
I miss the times when we talked til 4am in the morning.
I miss the times you wait for the bus with me.

And I miss your smell.

I hate my life, I'm unhappy most of the time because of jealousy. I'm jealous. Why people have the things I don't have and they can do whatever they want which I can't? Why are humans selfish? Why? Is this what God had created? Selfish people and selfish world?