Today is a sunny and sleepy day, everyday sucks. I hope I can stop schooling soon but I always want to get myself the best education path for my future. Sigh so tired and everday is studying, revising, competing with other people. So lifeless, I hope I can stop all these things soon. I'm feeling so tired, I always want to stop studying but I'll lose out. I shall stop having this kind of mindset. Okay this kind of stuffs are typical enough because when school reopens majority of the students will be blogging and ranting about school stuffs. Today SS lessons were freaking me out from the beginning, I totally couldn't smile and talk at all, because of my test results, I was so scared that I will get marks below my expectations after what the teacher said. But end up it wasn't, my marks were really good, better than I expected. It gets me motivated to study for the next test, I'll persevere:) Chinese test was disastrous, I forgot everything I studied zzz but I'm not worrying much. I want to rant about Mr Chia again, at the rate he is teaching I think my class is losing out-.- We spent 2hours under the hot scorching sun(fyi today's weather really hot) for orientation of sec1s during cca, damn hot lah I kept whining and whining but things get better through:) I went home and I saw my tutor, I forgot that we're having tuition today but she left because she got something on, lucky me:) And my parcels arrived, the tops are big again, so disappointed:( I just finish studying for tomorrow's geography and physics tests, I think I'll forget so I shall revise again tomorrow. They say they can change today if tomorrow was yesterday. But tonight its just me inside this house alone, nothing to hold, crash or burn. Sian, FML. X
♥I love jinki.
