Thursday, January 21, 2010

Sorry for the lack of updates:( Too lazy, busy and sleepy. Sleepy that I almost typed busy as (buzy). Alot of things happened this week.. School this few days was fine, got irritated by Mr Chia because he is trying to show me he can't teach much? This week's revup didn't made my leg muscles ache like last week, next week we are going to do pushball yayyyy! POA extra lessons today, was told to guide some students... Arrrr I am confused as well. I hope kevin managed to understand what I was talking about T-T After that went home with lena:) Used the com and met her dingyi tan at pioneermall, did socialstudies and had our dinner. We crapped at the kopitiam for like 1hr++ laughed like a fool again, I had a great evening with them:) And tan paid for my dinner lah, so nice of her xo. Hehe I think tomorrow will be fun during ss lessons!

What did you do wrong? No you did nothing wrong. I'm the one who is in the wrong okay. I'm wrong to entertain your childishness and entertaining you when you've nothing else better to do. Okay now I am sick of you I don't want to talk to you, I'm irritated by you. I'm feared of you, if I treat you nice then you think that you can bother me as and when you like?! Can you change? You want to change for me? I doubt so. I'm not a nice person, I get irritated easily. You didn't make any mistakes, this is you. What can I do? I just don't feel like talking to you, that's all. You don't have to go all the way to my friend and ask what I told her. They don't know anything okay, come ask me, I think I won't even want or feel like talking to you. I sincerely apologise for the way I treated you but I can't make myself to treat you any better. I'm fucking annoyed by you.

And you, do you think I feel good? Do you think showing me attitude works? Show me that your attitude is better lah.

This week is kind of ruin because of these people, feeling so confused now. And next week we have bloody like 3-4 tests?!! Damn deterrance, til now I don't have any ways to memorise all these stuffs T-T On a better note, I'm going to see SHINee soon with emma lena keanchang sean(?)!! Going damn early with emma and I can't wait!! Of course, F.T Island too!!!:) 29th, Aishah!!! Tomorrow Next week will be better:) I need to sleep, good night. X

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