Fall like its winter.

KBS Musicbank tomorrow, can't wait!!!:) I'm waiting for You're beautiful Ep9 to be uploaded today! Maths was great today because Mr Chan praised me for my well-drawn curve, hehe. First time!!^^v Social Studies was boring instead, had Mac with my classmates, they were planning activities for 3D's class bbq:) Can't wait for 29nov! Anyway, I didn't really go out this week, not even jurong point.. My eyebags is getting more obvious now, omg.. T^T Lena, when are we going swimming!! I finished rewatching Wild Bunny yesterday, I laughed til I forgot the cruel fact that Jaebeom has left:/ Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to their new full-length album. It is heartbreaking indeed to see 2PM moving on without Jaebeom:(

If november comes quickly the fall will most likely be over soon. I can't tell you if that's a good or a bad thing. I know that I personally enjoy the leaves. But I don't think I'm a good judge. I've never held the snow; I've only seen it fall. Twisting and turning it went, all the way to the ground. It didn't lay there and look at the world from a new perspective like I would have, it just withered away like I am doing now. I don't mean for things to play out like this, but I'm too cold and this jacket can't help me get warm. I've been sleeping with my eyes open and dreaming with my heart shut. I'm writing too many stories about worlds I wish I could visit and drawing pictures of friends that I wish I had, along with all the other self portraits of what I wish I looked like. Lying to myself always works out the way that I plan it. I can easily believe anything I make the world out to be.