Our stinging scar.

B2ST, AJ♥ I didn't want to update today but I'm too bored. I had breakfast with kelxiz and hongqiang:) Slacked there and kept shingzzzzzing. Went home and slept awhile, met with guojin and tiffy, hopped to IMM&JP. I'm shingzzzzing dead tired now and I hate my eyebags, srsly. I want to go shopping this week terribly:(

I know I'm crazy sometimes and I know I make things harder than they have to be. But I want you to know I'll try to be there for you like you're there for me. I want to help you best I can and I want to show you I am not going to be a regret. I'm pushing it away just to pull it all back. Have I gone a step too far this time? If there was a only a way to rewind to the start, when we heard that jump in a heartbeat, echoing from miles away and saw that twinkle in each others eye. Each and every single day and somewhere I went so so wrong. Its my fault, for trying to be strong and I'm first to admit, you deserve better. Back then goodbye was such an easy way out, it felt like the right thing to do. But as lifes gone on I've cast my doubt, I'm starting to see what loves all about. And with one final sacrifice I'd give myself for you, for one more chance to get this right. I know what I'm wanting, is more than I can get. You grew up fast, I wish I did too. I ripped us apart once before, and now your mind is set. The hardest notes I'll ever have to hit, did you ever did a single thing for me?

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