Perhaps today, I have reached my standards/limit. My last lap for my hard work, I finally know which position I'm at. Maybe I shouldn't force myself to do things which I don't rlly understand/know. I should know it myself, I can't handle it. Actually, inside me I don't know anything. Now I realised how idiot I am to stone at a questions for 45 minutes making a teacher feel impatient,annoyed,irritated. All I have is stupidity, it affects me too much. I need a 1billion gb brain.

On the other hand, kell janet taryn yeejin leonard came to my house today. The main purpose is to study, but we didn't study much, haha. Macdelivery after that^^ Tomorrow's is POA test, I don't know it I can handle it. Hopefully I'll be able to answer all the questions.